I love the Fall!!! I love waking in the morning to the smell of the fire burning. I especially love when Steve takes the initiative to wake in the morning, tend to the children while I get some rest, and build a fire--waking to the smell and warmth is so comforting.

I also love the anticipation of Halloween. I was at the hospital yesterday, wondering how I would come home and complete Connor's costume before our ward "Fall Festival". Needless to say, it did get done, but it sure did leave a tired Mommy and Daddy (but a happy Connor) by days end! He was so sweet on the way to the chapel, saying, "You and Daddy make a really good team, Mommy. I love my costume!" It really did take two minds to pull this one off!

I tried so hard to convince Aiden to be the lion that Connor was 2 years ago, but he insisted that he was going to be ?????--we found it at Kohl's on clearance! The reason for the ???? is because not only was I confused as to who he was, but he was as well. He just LOVED the costume! I took the boys to the ice cream shop after the party and found that two cute little boys knew exactly who he was. They were there with their Mom, eating Halloween pretzels and doing homework (what a good Mom); they said that they love Anakin Skywalker , later known as Darth Vader from Star Wars! Aiden was so happy to be receiving so much attention. He scared me the first time I saw him with his mask on.

These two adore each other; I am a lucky Mom!

Not much to see here, but just a highlight of how the evening went. Aiden didn't talk much at all, just played the mysterious ???? to all present. He danced and played a few games, but mostly just enjoyed being a kid...he is so cute. Connor glowed in the spotlight as one person after another complimented his costume. You can also hear him calling me "Mommy Eve". He really wanted me to get an Eve costume made for me--maybe I can still pull something off, we'll see!
All of this fun while Daddy had to stay home and study....our days with the books will be over someday!



It hangs in our bedroom alongside the painting you see of Joseph and Emma burying one of their children, both of which hang above the crib in our room. I could not hold back the tears as I read the lyrics which to us has become so real. I stared into the crib which has now stood empty for some 18 months. I can however appreciate the words which say to bring back my baby after the Lord has come again and made the Earth pure. I believe that is the only kind of place worthy for our Shane. He was always so bright and happy. There was something different about him, even before we saw his face. He was a beautiful boy. We are approaching that time of year when my thoughts turn to him even more than usual. I am faced with the excitement of welcoming another pair of tiny hands so very close to my birthday in a couple more months. I look back in remembrance of my birthday just two years ago with Shane still in my arms. It was the best birthday I ever had thanks largely to my sweet Princessa (Crystal). This season that is soon upon us has new meaning for us now. We were blessed with a little one during a time when we celebrate the birth of our Savior. He was taken from us just days before we were to celebrate the death and Resurrection of our Lord. Without either one of them, the other has no meaning. I look forward to the day when He who has made it all possible, even life itself, will prepare the Earth for those who have been given Eternal Life. I only hope that I too will be worthy of that gift.
















